Contemplating immensity and my deepest yearning to be part of it.
Contemplating also climate change, biodiversity loss, scarcity of clear water, mass migrations, threat of nuclear war, ...
Contemplating my littleness in front of both immensity and the threats.
Contemplating all this, my motivation to keep working in my profession shifts.
It is no longer about making a difference by embarking in projects that receive meaning from their plans, goals and KPIs.
It is about doing what is meaningful in itself. Period.